A lesson in eldritch physics

Hello!

Alicia has been busy with trying to gain this new girl's trust. So she won't be posting today. But I'm sure you guys don't mind a post from me!

Especially when I talk about a well hidden secret! The secret of resonatorness-y-ness! Have a picture I drew!

Look! I can artz!

Normal: A normal person has almost no effect from being near a Fear. Except, the obvious fear. And uneasiness. Because their frequency just doesn't match up.

Receivers: Most of you have heard of these right? They are somehow tuned in to the frequency of Fear(s). And can get some disturbing stuff happen to them. Mostly hearing creepy ass stuff and seeing things that aren't there. (sounds like the choir to be honest!). They eventually go crazy or kill themselves.

Resonators: The opposite of receivers in a way. Their frequency matches up perfectly with those of the fears. Which can be compared to a swing, push at the right times and eventually the person in the swing gains maximum momentum.
In real life this means the effects Fears have on their surroundings are increased when around resonators. And the longer you are around one the higher you "swing". (Until you hit a maximum amount.)

For Fears this effect is not that great due to difference in raw power. But us shards and fear servants however...

The effects vary for every type of servant but the general effect is an increase of their powers. Like my healing goes a lot faster and better for Alicia than it would on another person. But the effect stays as long as I'm near her. So I could heal others just as well, as long as Alicia stays close.

~Shine

Awkwardness

Well this was awkward. How do you even explain this stuff to someone without making them think you're crazy? Especially when you're holding them in your basement while having multiple weapons. And on top of that you're talking to yourself half the time. (Me talking to Shine must appear very awkward.)

Something like: " Hey sorry for kidnapping you but you have this part of an eldritch abomination inside of you. Also there another part of this same monster hunting you down now and I'm just trying to protect you from it! Also I have another part of the same monster inside of me! So we're kind of in the same situation. I know it sucks."

And then suddenly Shine decides to say hello. Which means to her I seem like I'm a very good (but still bat shit insane) ventriloquist. At this point shes screaming at me to stay away and pleading me not to hurt her. Explaining how she's in a wheelchair and she won't try to run. She then offered me all her money in return for letting her go. All the while she was crying so much I thought the damn basement was gonna flood over.

I feel bad for the poor girl. If I had done a better job protecting Moony she'd be home right now with her family but no I had to screw up. But its not like I have a choice now. I can't go out and put Moony into a new body.

How would I even pick a person to carry Moony? I can't, it would mean bringing another person into this nightmare. And for this girl it was already to late, she was in this shit whether anyone wanted her in it or not. And even if I let her go and found Moony a new body she'd still attract attention of another Fear. (Because Fears are assholes like that.) At least now I can try to protect her,.. somehow.

Just when I thought I had calmed her down Moony decides to interrupt. This naturally freaks her out more. As soon as I told Moony to shut the fuck up she decided to calm down and listen. Possibly because she thought I was talking to her. <.<


Me: Shut the fuck up Moony!

Moony: Fine..

Me: Sorry about that.. He tends to be a fucking idiot.

Her: ...

Me: See, I know you don't trust me and I wouldn't either if I was you. But I promise I'm doing this for your safety.

Her:...

Me: Not very talkative huh? Me neither but trust me, you'll need someone to talk to soon. And You won't have many people to choose from. So at least tell me your name for now. Mine is Alicia.

Her: ..Ya- Yaroslava..

Me: Yaroslava? Well that's not a name you hear often. At least not around these parts. Anyway I'll leave you alone for now. I'll bring you something to eat later. .. Oh and Moony, stay quiet until I return.



I then left her to calm down and think about all this new stuff some bit. I really don't know what else to do at this point..
If anyone has any tips, they'd be appreciated.<x3

Proxies aren't what they used to be

Finally something happened. Unfortunately it wasn't the Instant that attacked us.
Instead we got some random proxies. They kicked down the door and headed straight to the basement.

So for some reason proxies are after Moony. And they read this blog. Unfortunately for them they raided the wrong house. We had just left the place an hour earlier. Yeah, good move there proxies. Fucking idiots.

We watched them flip their shit when they saw the house was empty. I'm glad EAT installed those hidden camera's, because that was pretty entertaining.

The only thing missing was popcorn!

Yeah, or chips or something. The real threat however came from none other than Kyra. Nests are still the number one servants according to me. Hard to fight, almost indestructible and fucking smart.
If there are servants out there that are tougher, I don't wanna meet them.


So we were watching the security tapes when all of a sudden boom goes the window. A flock of birds flies in and starts attacking me. I run to the stairs only to find two fucking raptors running up them. I start shooting at them but they're too fast and one of them manages to scratch my arm making me drop the gun.

Shine starts healing me as I take my knife and slash through the raptors throat. Only to have the other one jump on me. Luckily these things are like ugly turkeys so I managed to throw it off of me against the bookcase. Which fell down and squashed the bastard flat.

I then pick up my gun and run down to the basement only to see its empty. And with a huge hole in the wall.

She then proceeded to swear so hard that even I was shocked!

<.<
It wasn't that hard. But goddamn it I had a good reason!
Anyway, I was explaining something, do you mind Shine?

No, not at all. Continue!

Okay then.. <.<

I ran out of the hole and noticed a blood trail on the ground. So I followed it. By the time I caught up we found Moony laying on the ground, he wasn't moving. Probably because of the huge hole in his chest. I wasn't going to touch him so I shot him in the leg to see if he responded. He didn't. (Dying man shards should be able to live through that. And no harm in shooting a person that's already dead. Right? <.<')

Suddenly a girl in a wheelchair came towards us. I thought we were in trouble, until she talked in Moony's voice. Then I KNEW we were in trouble.


Moony: Its me, don't worry she thought I was still inside of him there.

Me: Dammit Moony, did you need to kill an innocent girl?

Moony: Oh don't worry this girl isn't dead yet. But yeah I didn't have any other choice. Not exactly many people running around at 1 AM.

Me: Ugh, this is gonna be a pain. Moony I'll warn you once, if you dare to hurt that girl.

Moony: Then what?

Me: I'll give you to the Instant personally.

Moony: You wouldn't..

Shine: Holy crap she's being serious little brother...

Me: Damn right I am.



So now we've got Moony stuck in a girl in an electric wheelchair. This is gonna get complicated. <x3

Waiting sucks

I would have thought the Instant would be here by now. But nope. So I decided to talk to Moony, just in case he knows something more.


Me: So Moony, how close on your tail was the Instant? Because there's still no sign of him.

Moony: Last time he was close enough to bite my tail off. But apparently he lost track of me.

Me: Or he's just playing with us.

Moony: Or that. Just a small request, while I do appreciate your efforts to protect me, I'm bored to death in here. Don't you have a spare laptop or television for me?

Me: Sorry, EAT prefers to keep these places as basic as possible. The best I can do is give you some books to read.

Moony: Bah, books. Never mind then.

Shine: Hey bro, stop being such a whining baby. Once the Instant is taken out you can go do whatever you want. But until then deal with it.

Moony: Fine..

Me: Back on topic guys, is there any information you haven't told us yet?

Moony: Nope.

Shine: You sure, little brother?

Moony: What point would there be in me hiding information?

Me: Well as soon as you come up with some info I'll ask EAT for a laptop.

Moony: Wait I thought EAT didn't want that..

Me: You Fears aren't the only ones that can lie.

Moony: Ugh, blackmail.. Well sucks to be me then because I don't know shit.

Me: OK then, if you change your mind you know where to find us.



I don't know if he truly is hiding something or speaking the truth and frankly, I don't give a flying fuck. No offense to your little brother Shine.

None taken. He can be a brat.

A Shining post!

Alicia is too lazy to post. So I, Shine, will be your host for today. I should do this more often shouldn't I? 
Yes, yes I should. But what should I talk about? 

Oh! I know I'll finally post those details about Alicia's sexy time with Cecilia!

No, no you won't.

I keed! I keed!
I'll just talk about myself because I haven't officially introduced myself to the readers yet! Even though they know the important stuff.
Where to start though? At the beginning is too long of a story. The dinosaur "extinction" was a fun time too.. Perhaps I'll start from the first human I possessed. Nah, still too long ago.

I'll just start from the part where I possessed Sarana. You see about 10 years ago things got pretty hectic for us shards. There was this "shard hunter" going around. Nobody knew who did it or how.

So in an attempt to protect myself I looked for a resonator host. Unfortunately unless you get close to one you won't know if they're a resonator. Once we Fears get close to one, we feel it. But otherwise we have no way of telling them apart from other humans.

In a stroke of luck I found Sarana. However I wasn't the only shard that did. Moonlight and the Animal had also found her, at pretty much the exact same time all three of us had entered her body.

Apparently this was too much for a human body to handle. Because her brain overloaded or something and she went into a coma. She was hospitalized and wouldn't wake up. 

Eventually I decided We couldn't just wait in a comatose body. So I took control and pretended to be her, with some added memory loss. Because I had no fucking idea what her life and family were like. I just knew she was a 12 year old girl named Sarana.

So from there on I started living her life. Although Moony did most of the work. The animal however was more of a bother. Especially when she started raiding the fridge every night. Somehow I managed to cover that up.

Her resonator powers were still functioning as she wasn't truly dead. (If you can call them powers.) So for us three it was an ideal situation, until the Instant showed up. We don't know when or how he managed to sneak inside, perhaps he was in there all along. But when he first attacked we were horrified. 

The so called "shard hunter had disappeared but I think it was the Instant all along. So in our attempt to protect our self with a powerful resonator body we had trapped ourselves in the same body as the shard hunter!

Luckily the three of us were powerful enough to fight him off. But we couldn't kill him. So it was only a matter of time before he managed to absorb one of us. And with the Animal being the weakest of us three she was his first target.

I then pretended to have been killed by him to make Moony escape before he was next. I then managed to hide until I found Alicia. And the rest you know!

This was exhausting, but fun! Till next time! ~Shine

Moony part II

We picked up Moony. He has switched bodies since last time. He's now a seventeen year old-ish boy. With kind of an emo look. Matches his personality actually.
Apparently the Instant almost got him last time. He's scared now, very scared. Its ironic, a Fear feeling fear..

But yeah, we're protecting him now. If the Instant shows up he'll get a warm welcome and a bullet through his head. I don't know if that'll stop him but if not, I'll find a way to do it anyway.
Also don't worry about moony trying to jump bodies. I locked him up in the basement.

Protecting a Shard

Don't know if you guys noticed it but Moony left another comment on my last post. Shine contacted him and apparently he wants our protection. The Instant is hunting him.
And as much as I don't care about Moony, I do want to keep the Instant from gaining power.

Also if the Instant is coming after us, we won't have to look for him. And perhaps we can set up a trap. Makes things easier. Not safer but still easier..
So yeah, meeting up with Moony soon. Will post about it later. <x3

Back at the starting point

Well that didn't work.

Last night I waited until Cecilia fell asleep. Then I snuck towards her and reached my hand out. All I needed to do was touch her for about two seconds to allow Shine to jump from me to her. Unfortunately she was still awake and jumped out of bed as soon she felt my hand.
She then ran towards the door but I blocked her way.


"Get out of my way Alicia."
"Sorry but I can't let you escape."


I jumped towards her and tried to grab her but she dodged. I then chased her around the room.

It was hilarious, people fell, lamps were broken and swearing was done. It lasted about ten minutes and I'm still laughing over it.

If you hadn't been so busy laughing you might have been able to jump into her when I grabbed her.

But it was like watching a cartoon!

<.<
Anyway eventually she jumped out of the window from our room on the third floor. When I looked down she was gone. Must have teleported.
So this morning I returned to one of EAT's hideouts. And now I'm back where I started. Oh well.

I don't even have a title for this.

Cecilia is not..
Cecilia isn't Cecilia! The fuck?! I don't even..


If you read her last post you'll know this already. But the Cecilia that I've been hanging around with.


And had sex with!

Not now shine! <.<
The real Cecilia has been taken over by something. And who I thought was Cecilia was not her! The real Cecilia is who we thought was the dying man shard! I'm confused.. and disgusted.. no wonder she was so cheery. It wasn't her!..

I don't know what to do now.. A part of me just wants to get the fuck out of here. The other part..


Wants to save Cecilia?

..Yeah. I know its pointless but still. I just need some time to think.

Dammit Shine

We're finally back in Belgium. The only problem this time is that EAT has other stuff to do and can't help us find him again. He could be anywhere. At least we took out one of the nests. I'm not sure what to do now though.

Cecilia doesn't know either. She's apparently struggling with something that's trying to possess her. While claiming its not a possessive.. thing?.. At least that's what it wrote on her last post. Does that mean its not a dying man shard? I should let Shine take a look. Just in case.
Anyway sorry for the short post. There just isn't much to report about.


Oh? Aren't you forgetting something?

Like what?

You know, last night.

What about last night?

You and Cecilia doing the..

Shut the fuck up Shine! I'm not gonna talk about that on here!

Oh come on don't be shy, you normally don't have issues with this stuff!

What how would you know?

I read your previous blog.

Oh. <.<

Yeah, so shall I tell them or will you?

How about you shuddup and I end this post.

Nope! 
Alicia had s

I did nothing!

She had 

LALALALALA

SEX

... Dammit

With Cecilia, she had sex with Cecilia, and it was hot!

Fine can you now shut the fuck up about it?

I guess. I might post about it in detail later.

NO you won't!.. Wait.. You were watching?!

Well.. DUH! How could I not?

Ugh..<.<

Instant combat

We found the Instant. He was in some small abandoned town doing god knows what. Can't have been good. As soon as he saw me he started running. Cecilia then teleported and cut his escape route off. We had him trapped. But then..


Elizabeth: " Thanks for finding him for us girls." She and Kyra were standing on top of the roof.
Me: "You two?! You followed us?! Goddammit why didn't I notice that!"
Elizabeth: "Kinda hard to notice this little fellow when hes riding on top of your car." She pointed to a small bird sitting on her shoulder.
Me: "Well fuck."


Suddenly the Instant jumped through a window and fled into a house. Elizabeth told Kyra to go after him. She jumped of the roof and also jumped through the window. I yelled at Cecilia to follow them as I grabbed my gun.
As Cecilia teleported away I aimed and fired at the nest. She ran over the roofs and I chased after her.
The row of houses ended and she jumped off the roof. When I turned around the corner after her a flock of birds rushed towards me.

I quickly turned back around and fled into a house. Slammed the door closed behind me and ran out the back door. Suddenly a fucking velociraptor crashed through the window!
"Holy fucking crap!" I shouted before shooting it, because who wouldn't?

Once again I started running only to be flanked by another velociraptor. I fell to the ground but managed to stab it in the neck. I threw it off me and got back up. The damn thing had managed to cut my arm rather deeply. I was bleeding all over the place and panicked, ran into an alleyway.
Turned out to be a dead end.
 Elizabeth and two of her fucking raptors found me quickly. She had me trapped.

Elizabeth: "That wound looks nasty. Need some help with that?" The way she grinned at me almost made me puke, or was that the wound?
Me: "Fuck off bitch."
Elizabeth:" No need for such foul language Missy."
Me: "If this isn't the right time for some fucking swearing then I don't know when it fucking would be."


I tried raising my gun towards her head but my arm was hurting too badly. Luckily Cecilia suddenly teleported in between us. She threw a Molotov cocktail* as soon as she stepped out her portal.The bottle smashed against Elizabeth's face and set her on fire. The two raptors rushed towards us. Cecilia attacked them with a storm of rose petals to hold them off. She then grabbed my hand and we both jumped through the portal.

We then quickly teleported back to the car and drove the hell out of there. Apparently during Cecilia's battle with Kyra the Instant escaped anyway. So we had no reason to stay there.
Cecilia wanted to drive me to a hospital but Shine was already healing my wounds. My arm has completely healed now but I'm not feeling so good. Shine can't do anything about that, its just how the dying man works, just like proxiehunter said. Luckily Shine is more powerful than Bob, I doubt Bob could heal a wound this big.

Cecilia and Shine saved my life, I should thank them somehow.<x3

No problem! I wouldn't have been able to heal that if you weren't a resonator though. You're lucky!




*Good thing me and EAT had prepared some of those beforehand.

A Talk! (Yes I'm mocking Cecilia's title giving habits.)

Another long day of driving. Out of boredom I decided to ask Cecilia about her last post. In which she ended the post with " HELP M-". Because I found it suspicious and so did the other commenter's.


Me: "So.. Cecilia, about your last post."
Cecilia: "Huh?"
Me: "At the end you or something wrote "HELP M-". Want to try explaining that?"
Cecilia: "Oh! That! well ..I don't really know either." She said and smiled 
"Although, it worries me as much as it does you. Think I might have a dying man shard?"
Me: "That could explain it, although why would a Dying man shard ask for help?"
Shine: "Because some of us are rather weak. Maybe this one was severely weakened. That is If it is one of us."
Me: "Can't you find out Shine?"
Shine: "I could try..."
Cecilia: "Okay.. But not while we are driving! Who knows what might happen if something goes wrong."
Me: "True. But if you notice any black outs or something, tell me."
Cecilia: "Okay!" She said before smiling widely.


A weak Dying man shard should be no problem. Lets just hope that's what it is. I don't want to deal with anything extra. After that I changed the subject. I needed to know Cecilia's skills and she needed to know mine. That way we know what the other one can do when we get into a combat situation. With teamwork we have a better chance of survival. But of course I won't be posting that part of our conversation, for obvious reasons.

We are closing in on the Instant's position. Lets just hope he's still there.. <x3

On the road

According to the info we got from Moony, the Instant isn't in Belgium but in a neighbouring country. I won't say which one. So yesterday we got in the car and went out of Belgium. Yes, I know , why drive if Cecilia can just teleport us. Well for one thing I don't want to risk running into Smiley. That and I just hate teleporting.

This also gives us time to prepare some strategies. When I say us I mean me, Cecilia seemed more interested in the various landmarks we passed by.

I helped too!

Well Shine helped too. Quite a lot actually, she isn't EAT but she's smart.

Thank you!

She's still annoying though.

Hey!

Just kidding.

You better be. e_e

Well its time to get back on the road. <x3

Getting Moony out of the closet

Shine here!
Alicia just made her post but she of course doesn't remember my discussion with my brother. So I'll be filling you guys in on that part. Which is fun! 
So Cecilia had teleported us into the closet where the Moonlight was. Apparently the nests had locked him in there.

Me: Hey brother!
Him: Shine? Well I knew you'd come eventually. 
Me: So quickly before something happens again, tell me what you know about the Instant.
Him: I know everything about him.
Me: Everything?
Him: Yes, his location, the body that he is in and his plans.
Me: Well we all know his plans.
Him: I guess. 


He then gave me the information we needed. Which I will tell Alicia personally. This isn't information we want to share with the world. We then busted out of the closet and my brother went his own way. He asked me to join him but I declined. We need to kill the Instant first, we won't be safe until he's dead.


So ye, Instant, if you're reading this, we're coming for you.

Teleporting sucks

I met up with Cecilia again. We did some talking, luckily without her kissing me this time. Now I know how Kat felt when I kissed her. Well kinda. <.<
Anyway we didn't talk about much. Mostly just about what had happened before and other casual stuff. In her post she mentions me still being mad at her. Which is true, does she expect me just to forgive her because she said sorry? No, sorry doesn't cut it Cecilia.

But then right in the middle of our conversation a bunch of proxies show up. One of them was that slender sock dude. You know, the one with the white sock over his face. Still weird as fuck.
I reach for my gun but all of a sudden Cecilia puts her arms around me. And made us fall backwards into a portal she made right into the flower fields.

The first time I ever went into a Fear domain. I didn't like it, not at all. So I slapped her, again. She could have at least warned me. Teleporting feels weird, especially when part of it is falling backwards.
First thing on my mind however was the Smiling man. I did not want him to find us in his domain. I don't want him to find me anywhere for that matter. But Cecilia quickly teleported us back out.

This time we went to where Moony was, locked inside a closet. Seriously Cecilia you could have teleported outside of the closet and opened it from the outside. Good thing it was a large closet.
Moony was surprised to see us but that's all I remember.

That's because I took over to talk to him.

Ye.. <.< that wasn't fun either. <x3

Found Moony

So I finally met Cecilia. Luckily it wasn't a trap. I was surprised when I saw her white hair though because I was expecting a redhead. Guess that's just another side effect of being a rose bride.
Smiley seems to have a fetish for white haired quirky girls. Or maybe its just something that happens, I dunno.

She was even more quirky in real life than on her blog. It weirds me out a bit but its not that bad. Especially compared to EAT's monotone behavior.
As for the conversation it was rather boring so I won't bother putting it up here.


Boring huh? I wouldn't call a 10 minute long kissing session to be boring. But that's just me.


It wasn't that long! And I was talking about the conversation, that kiss had nothing to do with it. But yes she kissed me and I slapped her for it. You can't just start kissing people randomly, even when its to keep a promise. One that was made void when we broke up.


You still enjoyed it though!


<.<
Anyway Cecilia offered to help me find my target. Apparently "the Fact" ( A dying man shard) knows where Moony is. And Cecilia could contact that shard because it happened to be inside a fellow rose bride. And she just got back from asking him so now I know where Moony is.
I'm dragging Cecilia with me to find him because I could use some help if the nests show up.
Since EAT refuses to help me with it like I originally planned. <.<

Wish us luck. <x3

Meeting Cecilia

Cecilia really needs to learn how to stalk people. Because asking me to come to the hotel she's at doesn't count as stalking. Maybe she just needs to get used to being a rose bride.
That or its a trap. But honestly when dealing with Fears EVERYTHING could be a trap. So fuck it, I'm meeting her.

I could use some socializing with actual people that aren't Fears. Even if she's a servant. If she tries anything funny I'll just have an excuse to shoot her through the head.
Which reminds me. In her post she seems more quirky than normal. Maybe someone else is pretending to be her. So I'll have to be extra careful. Or quirkiness is just something that all rose brides have. I dunno.

Whatever is going to happen it'll be better than me just sitting around waiting on stuff to happen.
Because Kyra seems to have vanished from the face of the planet. We lost all trace of her and the other nest.
Shine is pissed because of this. She really seems to want to kill the Instant. But we're having no luck finding him or any clues as to where he went. If she wasn't a homicidal eldritch abomination I'd feel sorry for her.

And Cecilia next time don't put where you want to meet on your blog. Seriously that's just asking for trouble. So don't post our new meeting place or any other place we might visit. If servants find m because of you I'll punch you in the face. Just a fair warning.
I'll see you in a bit I guess. Everyone else, I'll post about it later so till then. <x3

Triangle of stalking

So apparently Cecilia is out of her cage and is now serving the Smiling man. Or she's an undercover servant if you believe her words. And apparently Smiley has a sense of humor because he's sending her after me. Just what?


What is this, some sick comedy? I stalk Kyra in hopes of finding the Instant while Cecilia stalks me for god knows what reason. What's next? Kyra stalking Cecilia for shits and giggles? Until all we're doing is stalking each other in circles?


That would be hilarious.


Shut up.
Anyway I have made progress I pretty much know exactly where Kyra is. The only problem is that the other nest isn't with her. I don't trust this. Not one bit.
I think I need a drink or something. Then again that might not be a good idea. I'll just go to bed and figure things out in the morning. Night. <x3