Lonely

Yaro here.
Alicia told me to post on here while she's away with.. Kyra was her name?
She first took me to a different hide out. Safer to keep moving she said. But most of the time we move further away. This was just a short drive I hope it will be enough because I doubt I can protect myself.

I just hope she finishes this plan of hers quickly. Maybe then I can get rid of... umm Moony it was?..
Ye Moony. And then I can go home, to my boyfriend, I'm sure he's worrying about me.


Ye, that's not gonna happen. Once you're in this you can't get out. I'd be surprised if your boyfriend was even alive still. If he is, he won't be for long.
Also Alicia, when you read this. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!! You're supposed to be protecting me! Goddamn humans, can't be trusted. 


Wha.. No! He's alive! He's waiting for me, you asshole trying to scare me! Once you get out of me everything will be alright!


Sure, keep believing that babe.

Fuck you.

Trust me, I haven't lost it, yet... I think.

Okay, listen to me for a second here. You'll think I've gone insane and tell me its a horrible idea. But dammit the Instant needs to be stopped while we still can. He isn't a normal shard. If he succeeds in getting powerful enough, we won't have to deal with people thinking we runners are crazy anymore.
Because everyone will be a runner. EVERYONE.


He doesn't give a shit about the world finding out about him and he won't hide once he gets enough power. But when that happens, they'll also find out about the other Fears. And then nothing will hold the fuckers back from openly hunting the entire human race. (Or we'll start hunting them openly and that's just as bad really.)
Sure we might be able to kill a few of them with our nukes or something. But most likely humanity won't survive the Fears if they went all out.

Which is why he needs to be stopped. By any means necessary.
So my crazy idea went something like this:


Me:"I need to talk to you."
Kyra:"..You..What do you want?" She said as she reached for her knife.
Me:"Like I said, I'm just here to talk. Not to fight. I need your help."
Kyra:"And... why would I help you with anything?"
Me:"We are after the same target but we both seem to be failing to catch him."
Kyra:"Really?.. I figured you had given up or something. You haven't tried ever since you killed Elizabeth."
Me:"Technically Cecilia ILLUMINA killed her. But no, I haven't given up. I've been trying to bait him into a trap but he seems to be too busy escaping from you."
Kyra:" Guess you just haven't been trying hard enough then. Now fuck off before I tell the velociraptors behind you to attack."
Me:"So you don't want to use me as live bait for the Instant?"
Kyra:" ...What? "
Me:"You have the power to kill him and I have what he wants, Shine. If we work together we can kill him easily..-ish."
Kyra:"You didn't seem like the type to have a death wish."
Me:"I don't. That's why I want to catch him and kill him now, while he's still kill-able."
Kyra:" OK, I'll let you help me. But after this is done I never want to see your face again, until They tell me to kill you that is."
Me:"Glad we agree."


So, say hello to Kyra. And then get ready to say bye again as soon as we kill the bastard. <x3

The shards are dying man!

That's right, its a lame punny title but its true. Dying man shards are dying.
Dropping like flies, all over the Benelux (Belgium+the Netherlands+Luxembourg) apparently. Also in the north of France and the most western parts of Germany.

The reason? The Instant of course, he's absorbing one after the other. EAT told me this.
So Kyra is doing a poor job of hunting him down. I can't sit around on my ass any longer. Shine's getting worried, Moony has already been shaking in his boots ever since he's been with us. Not that he has boots but you know.

Who knows what Will happen when the Instant gets too powerful. I don't even want to think about it. I need to stop him before its too late, nobody else is going to do it. At least I have some sort of plan.. Wish me luck. <x3

I need a break x.x

Yaro again here. I finally got a break from Alicia's training..
Its exhausting, but its giving results. I'm slowly getting the hang of walking. And I managed to hit a few targets with my gun training!


I just wish I could get a few more breaks. Four days of training with almost no breaks. x.x 
But after last Thursday's proxy attack I think I need it..
No Idea if I could ever match Alicia though. She took on five proxies and that Socky thing while protecting me.


I was on my way to make dinner in my wheelchair. When suddenly a proxy rushed in through the back door and threatened me with a knife. I screamed and before I knew it Alicia jumped him from behind and punched him against the floor hard.
Another one ran at us. She blocked his attack and punched him in the ribs. Followed by an uppercut that knocked him out cold.
I then heard a door behind us fly open. Before I realized it she had already put a bullet through the head of the third proxy.


We then rushed to the car in the garage. When the front door blows open right in front of us. A proxy runs in and before he realizes it his face is smacked against the wall. I could hear his neck snap. ...Still gives me shivers thinking about it.

"Dear Arceus I love these gloves" Alicia said. 

Right then a tentacle smashed through a window and that sock thing came through. We made a run for it. But when we got to the garage we saw the tires had been stabbed flat. 

Alicia:"Fuck"
Me:What now?!"
Alicia:"Plan B"

Socky then blasted through the garage wall. We tried to run again but it grabbed Alicia's arm and pulled her towards him. She screamed in pain, she said it burned.
It leaned closer to her and moved its mouth under its sock.

"AAHH-LEEE-SSSHHHYYAAA"

She struggled and put her gun under its chin and shot. Black blood (Azoth?.. what is.. oh.. Alicia says it was Azoth, whatever that is.) spewed everywhere and it screamed horribly. It let go of Alicia and she ran, telling me to follow her. I didn't hesitate to follow that order.

We headed outside to our spare car parked close by. Just as we reached it another proxy jumped us. He knocked the gun out of Alicia's hands, she knocked the teeth out of his mouth. He managed to land a punch on her stomach but she grabbed his arm and thrusted her knee into his balls.
He fell to the ground but grabbed her leg, she responded by putting a few bullets into him.

We got into the car and drove off. Alicia contacted EAT about something but then socky appeared back in front of us. Alicia just kept giving gas and ran him over. He clinged to the front of the car and slammed its tentacle against the glass. It cracked, Alicia hit the brakes and socky hit the ground.
Alicia then took a turn and we got out of there.


All the while I'm sitting there, shocked. And partly impressed at Alicia.. 
Shine already healed the wound socky gave her so we got out of there without a scratch. Although she says it still burns at random times. Kinda weird but I've seen worse..

What?! More training? But my break! No please just let me.. aww dammit.. Yaro out. Dx

I can walk!

Yaro here!

Alicia is busy looking for clues. Apparently this Kyra person is after the same person as we are. So Alicia decided to take a break and just see what happens. Because this Kyra person is also a Fear servant.

I think that's what she called her.. a nest? If she's after the same person it would be safer to let her deal with it. Wouldn't it be better to work together though? Then again if she serves these monsters that doesn't sound like a good idea.



Also I got these:

(The legs, not the guy wearing them.)
I can walk again! Well not really, I still need to practice. But I'll get the hang of it. Alicia also wants to train me in gun use. But guns scare me so I said no.
She replied by saying I didn't have a choice..

She didn't seem to be kidding. I guess I'll have to listen to her. She does seem to have good intentions.
I just hope I get out of this mess soon.. I'm so scared I'll get killed by one of these monsters.

A good Detective I do not make.

For those who hadn't figured it out. The Birds from last post weren't birds, they were raptors. Because yes, the bastards have feathers. Black ones, but that's probably a side effect of the convocation. We found their feathers scattered around the "crime scenes".

I believe that Kyra sent these bastards after The Instant and that he somehow managed to escape just like Moony did. Because the raptors have been sighted again not too far from here. Now I just have to find a way to get to the Instant before Kyra does. Not sure how I'm gonna handle that. Anyone got any tips? I'm not good at being a detective..



On a better note, I asked EAT about giving Yaro prosthetics. And after a few minutes of coercing her, she agreed.

More like begging. Hihi.

Shuddup.
So yes, soon Yaro will get a chance to walk again. And run if she needs to.. <.<
At least one good thing I can do for her in this pile of shit. And that's all I have to say for now. Alicia Out. <x3

Crocodile headed turkeys

EAT approved of my plan to find proxies and kill them. She said she'd look into it. She actually sounded glad I suggested it. It freaked me out. I'm not used to her showing emotions.
Might just be her getting better at simulating them?

Anyway that's a future concern. We got a lead on the Instant. Yaro found it actually.
While looking through the Internet she stumbled upon an article. It was about a man being found dead with teeth marks on him. A witness said he saw the man run from a fast turkey.
Another similar article mentioned a woman being attacked by some sort of bird with the head of a crocodile.

Sound familiar?
So yeah, we're going to investigate those incidents. I'll post about whatever we find later. <x3