A lead

Or rather two of them. Kyra and the other nest have been spotted by a camper. Our plan is to follow them and see if we can find the Moonlight or even better, the Instant.
They took Moony for a reason. And my bet is that they too are hunting the Instant. After all it was him who killed Kevin. If I was Kyra I'd want revenge too.
Or maybe I'm wrong and this will all fail horribly.


I still need to figure out how to kill a nest. Just in case. I'll let you guy know when something happens. <x3

Hello!

Its me, the Shining one. Don't worry about Alicia I didn't take her mind over or anything. She's too useful to me. Seriously EAT trained her well, which will be helpfull for taking down the Instant.
I just want to post because I didn't get to say anything last time.


 Now that I think about it this was a bad idea. Because I have no idea what to write about. I probably need to think about that. Oh well maybe I justYou could tell them about how we arrived here safely.


Hey I was in the middle of writing something! And what do you mean safely? We almost crashed into a bus because of you.

Now you know how it feels like when you interupt me. And that wasn't my fault!

Atleast I wait untill you finish your sentences. And actually, it was totally your fault.
This was fun I'll probably do it again sometime. Cya!

Freeeeedom

Bull-crap.
A big pile of it. And I'm right in the middle of the pile. No seriously, things just keep getting worse.
EAT kicked me out. Well not really but apparently I'm mostly on my own now.


The conversation:

(I have no idea why I underlined that or made it bold but whatever.)



EAT: Alicia its time to relocate yourself.
Me: Okay, lets go.
EAT: No, I won't be escorting you anymore.
Me: What?! You're abandoning me?
EAT: No, I am not. You need to get moving before he finds you. You know our locations and you posses a drivers license now. You don't need me to drive you around anymore.
Me: But what about our deal?
EAT: I don't see the problem. Every location has a camper stationed there to assist you. The only thing changing is that I won't be escorting you from A to B.
Me: Oh,... wait aren't you worried about me running away?
EAT: Running away would only endanger yourself more than necessary. You're intelligent enough to refrain from such self destructive actions.
Me: Point taken.. But what if I get attacked while driving? Or something.
EAT: You have the tools and the capabilities needed to protect yourself. I suggest you use them.


I've noticed that I ask a lot of questions when talking to EAT. Anyway as dangerous as this development is, its also a good thing. More freedom for me.
Freedom is good. Even though its not true freedom. As I'm still stalked by Fears.
Also thank you Shine for finally not interupting me when I'm writing.

Huh? Oh sorry I wasn't paying attention.

Figures. <.<
<x3

Aww ending the post already? Damnit I missed my chance to talk! :(

Meeting the Moonlight

Everything was planned and completely under control. Shine contacted her brother and told him to meet us at a time and place decided by me. (I won't tell you when and where it was because you know why.)
I chose a location with a lot of people. To make sure there were plenty of eyewitnesses if things went wrong. And to make it easier for a bunch of campers to blend in undetected in case we would need backup. You can say a lot of things but you can't say that I wasn't prepared. And still it went completely wrong! I just can't catch a break can I?

It wasn't that bad.

Well okay it wasn't but still it could have gone a lot better. I'll just get to the point and write down what happened.

Good idea.

<.<
We arrived at the meeting place, which was crowded just as planned. I immediately recognized the moonlight's host. It was a man around 40 years old, bald and wearing a  yellow soccer cap, just like he said he would be.
Knowing EAT was watching my back I approached him carefully. (Sounds weird huh? A Fear watching your back is normally not a good thing.)
Shine and him started talking about boring crap.

Hey, I hadn't seen him in a while, I wanted to know how he was doing.

Not important to the story.
Anyway while they were talking two females managed to sneak up on us and poked us with a concealed knife.

They were like ninjas!

Shine I'm trying to write here!

I can see that.

Then don't interrupt me!

Then type faster, I'm bored.

Anyway..


???: "Come with us."
Me: "No thanks."
???:" You will do as we say or we kill you."
Me:" With what? This knife, that I'm holding?"

By that time I had already managed to steal her knife and turn it against her. But she just smiled.

That would have been  an awesome move if they weren't nests.

Shine dammit stop it. But yes it would have been. <.<


???: "Go ahead, stab me and see what comes out."

She then got this evil grin on her face. Very disturbing..
It was then that I recognized the other quiet one that was threatening Moony. (yes I'm calling him Moony.) Red and black hair, white skin, black clothes, tall and thin and very attractive. Yes, it was Kyra!
I can see why Kevin was attracted to her, no really she was gorgeous. Unfortunatly I didn't like her "stuffing" as much.
I'm guessing the one that did the talking was Kevin's old teacher. Who was also very attractive. Why do the Fears always choose the attractive ones as servants? :/ (Atleast EAT and the Convocation. I don't know about the others.)


It was then that EAT decided to step in. The two birdbrains noticed her, ran towards the exit and left us alone. The only problem is that they took Moony. So there goes our lead..
Now we have to come up with a new plan. .-.

Till next time. <x3

Fuck it all

"Sister you live! You are hunting down the Instant too? Good, we can help each other. I have information on his location. Contact me.

-The Moonlight"

This comment was posted with Kevin's account on my last post. Apparently this is a friend shard of Shine.

My brother.

Whatever. That is if it is in fact that shard. It could be a trap by the Instant. But if he's who he says he is.. And his information is accurate, then we can kill the Instant faster. Which means I can get rid of Shine faster. That would be great.

I'm not that terrible.

I just prefer having my body for myself. Especially when compared to sharing it with a fucking fear.
Shine contact your "brother". We're going shard hunting.

Sounds like a blast.

For once I agree with you. <x3

The gods hate me

Are there even gods? Are the Fears our gods? I fucking hope not.


Yes we are. But we don't all hate you. Most of us don't even know you.

Can't you shut up for once Shine? Seriously I'm trying to blog here.

Fine fine, I'll stay quiet.

Thanks..
Anyway, what I wanted to say was that the Instant escaped. Sarana's dead body was found in her prison cell. And one of the (non-camper) guards was found dead in the alleyway behind the prison.
So now we have no clue as to where he is. Or in what body he is for that matter.
Fuck..
So I guess I'm stuck with miss fucking sunshine inside of me for a while.

Sunshine really? Call me that again and I'll make you slap yourself.

Weren't you gonna stay quiet?

No response? good.
Luckily the police are investigating the murder of the prison guard. That means that I don't have to do any detective work. I'll just sit here until EAT tells me where our target is or something.
Actually no, I want this to end as fast as possible. So I'll do some Internet research. Maybe I'll find some blog mentioning the Instant. Or something. <x3

Found again

The police arrested Sarana for the murder of Kevin. She's in jail, together with her dying man piece. Camper police officers are watching her closely. So I guess the mission is a success?
Now we just have to get her out of prison and into EAT's personal prison for experiments. And with we I mean her. My part is done.

Oh no its far from done.

Shut up. Why would EAT even need me for this. She has enough campers to do it by herself.

I still need to take revenge on the bastard. Until then I'll be in here. So you'll have to be my chauffeur for a while longer.

Oh fuck you Shine, fuck you sideways. I'm getting really sick of this shit.

Sheesh, I'll be out of here tomorow. You're really taking this the wrong way.

 And what way am I supposed to take this then?! First I'm used as live bait. Now I'm used as a fucking vehicle. Whats next, being used as a dildo?!

A dildo.. really? How would that even work?

The hell do I know! Fuck this shit I'm out. <x3

Wow..

By Venus's tits I'm screwed.

The plan was simple enough. Lure the dying man to a public pool full of campers. Catch and contain him. But even EAT didn't see this coming. There was a second dying man piece still in the host. And now she's in me!

Well I did pretend to be dead. So its not surprising that EAT didn't calculate this into her plans.


Ugh shuddup. EAT threatened her to get out of me or else. She calls herself "The shinning one", I wonder if I can use her as a flashlight. She agreed to leave my body as soon as we catch The Instant. She apparently has information on him that we can use. At least she healed my bruises I got from the fight. Probably to convince EAT not to harm her.(Apparently EAT knows a way to hurt a dying man shard. Go figure.) God I hope she's telling the truth. Fucking Fears, I don't know whether I hate them more when they're chasing me or inside of me...

You are digressing, get to the point.

You don't get to order me around! But yes, I should write about how I got into this mess. Like I wasn't in deep enough shit already.


Last post I wrote that we would be coming for the dying man the following day. To make him think we were coming closer. When In reality I posted that message from a van across the street of where he was.
When he/she (the host is female so I have no idea what to call him/her/they) ran out the door half an hour later I ran after him. When he/she saw me I took out my knife. This just made him/her smile.
That smile faded quickly when a group of campers cut off his/her escape route.

They forced him/her to run into an alleyway that lead to the pool. With the door already open and all his/her other escape routes closed off he/she had to run into it. Right? Wrong.
He/she turned around and attacked me. I punched him/her in the jaw but he/she shrugged it off and pushed me to the ground. I hit my head against a wall and got knocked out.

Later when I woke up I heard that he had escaped. And someone else did too. The other shard, aka Shine. But she escaped into ME. -_-
EAT had already made a deal with her by this point. I don't even get a say in this, even though its my body!

Oh quit whining.

Fuck you, and all those other shards and Fears. Fuck them all. <x3

Target located

I need more training. One months worth of combat training does not qualify as proper training for this shit. Then again does any kind of training? EAT disagrees, according to her I'm ready for this.
"Alicia you have been prepared properly. I wouldn't risk losing a rare specimen like yourself. You'll be fine."

<.<
Easy for her to say. She isn't the one being used as live bait to catch a psychotic Dying man shard.
Oh well maybe I'll get to vent my frustrations this way. We leave tomorrow. EAT found the target.
This post reveals that our target killed a runner. Which means the police is on its tail. All we have to do is follow the police. It helps that many high ranking police officers are camper.

We won't be actually following the police. We'll just use their information to locate the target. I won't tell you the full plan because I'm not that blond. The Instant, if you read this, we're coming for you.

Welp I did it again

Why do I keep pretending I have everything under control? On my last blog I didn't write about how sad I was after losing pretty much everything. And now ... now I pretend to be some bad-ass action girl that kills proxies as if its nothing. I did kill them but it wasn't as easy as I said it was.

No the stabby motion isn't difficult, neither is pulling a trigger. EAT's training made those parts seem natural to me. The hard part is knowing, knowing that you are taking a life. They may be slendy's puppets but they were normal humans once, just like me. Killing isn't easy, because its not supposed to be. If we start killing people as if its nothing then how are we any better than the Fears?

The problem is my last few kills were a bit too easy, disturbingly so. It worries me, I don't want to turn into a stone cold killer. My first kill was hard like it should have been. Don't get me wrong it still is hard but not as hard as it should be. And I pretend its even easier. I need to stop doing that. So next time I'll write a post about that first kill.. maybe it will put things into perspective for me. <x3

Tall dark and a sock?

Any sense of normalcy I still had just flew out the window. Yours would too if you saw what I did.
I mean, Intrusion lobsters, flying spiders and coconut crabs are all very freaky but this?
Slender proxies have a sense of humor apparently.

At first I thought it was slendy himself but smaller? Slendy has been popping up a few times so it could have been him. But no, it was a slender proxy wearing a suit and a tie. And he had a white sock pulled over his head to resemble his master. If I didn't see his face through the sock a bit I would have sworn he was the real deal.


I mean ..what?



I would have thought he was just cosplaying or something. If he and two normal proxies didn't attack me. While me and EAT were going "WTF" another proxy ambushed us. Luckily he stabbed the camper and not me. I noticed the third one while I was running away.

The two normal ones chased me. I went into an alleyway and drew my gun. (I'd rather not fight two proxies at close range.)
As soon as they followed me into the alleyway I shot one of them twice. The other one managed to get close so I punched him in the gut and gave him an upper-cut. He went down.
Suddenly slendersock proxy appeared behind me. I barely heard him so he probably used the path of leaves. Then shit got really weird when two black tentacles/branches shot out of his back.


A bunch of campers came rushing into the alleyway just in time. I got out of there and let EAT take care of him. That's the fifth time EAT saved my life. I really suck at this don't I?
If it decides I'm not useful anymore I won't survive for very long probably.  Guess I don't have any other choice than to help her catch the dying man. Oh man that's gonna be fun. <.<


Luckily EAT hasn't found him yet. So I have some time to think.. <x3

Fission mailed

Remember how I was having doubts about the mission? Not anymore, I'm not gonna fucking do it.
Why not you ask? I'll tell you the plan and then you'll see why.


Step one: EAT searches for the dying man's resonator host.
Step two: Once target is located, I go and lure the target to a place full of camper.
Step three: The camper trap the target and catch it.


Still don't see where my problem with the plan lies? Its step two, the part where I'm used as live bait!
No frigging way am I going to be live bait. Fuck that shit.
EAT can figure out a better way to do this. It's intelligent enough.


Apparently Fears in this universe avoid each other as much as possible. With the only exception to this unwritten rule being Slendy. He just doesn't give a fuck. Which explains why I still have to run from him and his proxies.
So EAT can't just go up to the dying man and have a chat. No, It needs me to lure him so it can catch the bastard off guard. But that ain't gonna happen. Forget it EAT.

<x3

Fucking proxies

I was supposed to post about EAT's plan. But then we got raided by a bunch of slender proxies. I hate those bastards. Even though EAT is moving me around enough to keep slendy off my ass, his servants are harder to lose. Mainly because they're EVERYWHERE.


I was just about to open up my laptop when one of the windows got smashed. EAT told me to run, so I headed down the stairs where one of them was waiting on me. He ran up the stairs and grabbed my jacket. I sucker punched him right in the mask and broke it (I love these weighted gloves). Followed by kicking him in the nuts. Once he let go of me I pushed him down the stairs.

I jumped over him and grabbed my knife as I saw a second one coming around the corner. I stabbed him in the gut and twisted the knife. He screamed, I punched him in the face. Once he dropped to the floor I ran out the front door.
I saw another proxie come after me and draw his gun. I got out of there as fast as possible. I heard his gun fire but he missed.

I tried hiding behind the corner. Breathing heavily as I cleaned the black blood off my knife. I heard someone coming closer. I wanted to run but I knew I couldn't outrun a bullet so I waited.
When he came around the corner I grabbed his arm and threw him on the ground. I Kicked the gun out of his hand and stabbed him several times. <.< (Blame the adrenaline, not me!)

It was then that a car stopped right next to me. Luckily I recognized the camper that was driving. I got in the car and we got the hell out of there.


This wasn't the first time this happened but normally there's only one or two of them. This time there were six of them apparently. And I took out half of them, I feel like a bad-ass right now. o.o
Guess all my training paid off. I still was scared as fuck though.

Anyway EAT has a plan. There was a blog from Belgium that mentioned a resonator. Her plan involves catching said resonator. Don't worry apparently the person has been completely taken over by a dying man shard so they're already dead. Still.. I'm having doubts about this. Not only because its dangerous as fuck. If I start hunting servants of other Fears for EAT then I'd be a servant too?
I don't know.

Whisper I know your opinion on this already. No need to repeat it. I'd rather get a second opinion here. And maybe a third or fourth.. or something. <x3

EAT

I said I'd do a Fearodex thingy, so here goes.

I'll start with EAT because its the one I'm living with. Although that Whisper girl thinks I'm technically a servant of it, I'm not. EAT has no servants. All I am is a voluntary guinea pig. No not the rodent, the other kind of guinea pig.
I'm not on her side and I'm not making things harder on other runners. I barely even encounter any of those.

A small disclaimer before I start. This information may not be accurate. Because the Fears in my universe don't function the same as the ones in other universes. This is made even more confusing by something that's called dimensional bleeding. Which makes it hard to know who is in what universe. Even when you meet that person face to face, it doesn't mean they are from the same universe. EAT told me that Mr. Incognito is in fact not in this universe. Even though I traveled with him for several days. Freaky isn't it?



Well that wasn't really a small disclaimer now was it? <.<

EAT is the reason I'm glad I don't like drinking water. Although I can imagine soda containing EAT as well.
Basically EAT is an extremely intelligent fluid that is identical to water. When it comes into contact with water it replaces it with itself. And that means ANY water, ponds, rivers, bottled water and water inside living organisms. The last one is how campers are made.

Campers are EAT's arms. All the water in their body has been replaced with EAT's Ink.
Most of these were once human but there are other animals that have been turned. Apparently a lot of dolphins are camper. At least thats what EAT told me.
The reason It uses humans however is because we have the most potential for learning. Other animals don't teach each other stuff in the way we do. And as a being that seeks knowledge this is very interesting for her. Were also the only animals on earth that keep records of our knowledge.

These camper all are connected to the hive mind that we call EAT. They are no longer who they used to be, all that remains is EAT. I'm not going to discuss how the camperfying process happens. I'll just say how you recognize them.

At first they'll just appear to be catatonic. Just sitting there with an empty and dull gaze. Their body will still be wet and they won't say a word until spoken to. Mostly just repeating what you say to them.
Eventually this dull expression disappears and they'll learn how to communicate. Their wet skin also dries to normal and they eventually appear to be returned to who they once were. At this point there is no way to tell them apart from a normal person. Unless EAT doesn't care about being found out, like the ones living with me.
As a result I've never seen a camper express any emotion in any way. Because I don't need to be tricked into thinking they're normal humans.


As I've said before, I'm not stupid enough to trust her. If you think I'm making her seem too friendly then sorry. EAT is a monster and everyone should remember that. It kills and tortures people and is extremely dangerous. I'm just lucky for now that I'm more valuable alive than dead to her.


Talking about that.. the conversation I had with her last night seems to indicate that that time is ending soon. The research into my resonatorness has come to the point where no more results are coming up. I may have to start running again soon. <x3

Iron Daddy

Robert Downey Jr. as Tony Stark, in a modified Big Daddy suit from Bioshock. Fighting against a female super ninja named Iris played by Uma Thurman. In the streets of some European city in the fifties at night.


Insert snarky comment exchange. Once they're done talking they start shooting at each other, blowing up cars and destroying buildings in the process. He chases her through these streets as she dodges his bullets. He throws a glowing grenade. She kicks it back. He tackles and grabs her, they wrestle. He wins, ties her up and blindfolds her near the grenade that's still pulsing.

She rolls out and frees her self leaving him to be blasted by the explosion. His armor gets damaged but he survives. The chase starts again as he opens fire with his machine gun.
they reach a cliff and she jumps off. He follows her and they continue fighting as they fall down into the abyss.

I wake up.

Yup, my weird dreams are back. This one was awesome though. It was like a mix of the best boss fight in any game ever with super awesome movie like cutscenes. I had more dreams before this one but I forgot those.

I know I said I would post about the Fears but why would I? Someone else did that already. And they did a better job than I could ever do. Link thingy
I'll just give a description when I encounter some Fear related thingy. Much like a pokedex, a Fearodex or something.
EAT says it needs to talk with me. So I guess I'll go do that.<x3

Lets recapitulate

For those who haven't read my previous blog this must all seem confusing. Same for people new to this Fear stuff. So before I go on I'll dedicate this post to telling what happened, but in a very short way. Unless you want to read through that whole blog first. Then you can do that here. link thingy
(Except for those who have never heard from the Fears. Just walk away, trust me its very boring and you don't want to waste your time with reading about them.)

Owls sleeping in the clouds, the short version.

Shit got fucked up.The end.

Not informative enough? Its true though, shit did get fucked up. People went insane, others died. There were lobsters and flying spiders. Eldritch abominations that hunted humans. Stuff like that.

It all started with a dream blog. My psychologist told me to record my dreams. So I did.
Then subtle clues started to appear in the dreams. Clues about something bad about to happen. Other people spotted the clues way before I knew anything was wrong. On new years eve my best friend got mad at me for trying to get in her pants. While she was wearing them.

Then a huge ass spider kept me out of the bathroom. Soon it was followed by ants and flies and shit.
From there the shit hit the fan. Slendy appeared in my dream, the Intrusion ate my mother and I tripped over a lobster.

I moved in with Jim (my psychologist) before we decided to run. Then we got the best idea ever, we were gonna blow up my old house, which had become an Intrusion hive. Slendy made that plan blow up in our face and proxified Jim. Pun intended.

After that I got lonely and the Cold boy started chasing me too. Eventually this resulted in a ménage à quatre with me,Slendy,Jim and Frosty. Which resulted in a whole town freezing over and random black trees sprouting all over. (I heard about those effects later.)

I was saved from hypothermia by EAT. Who had camperfied my former best friend. Around that time I met up with another runner who called himself Mr. Incognito. We had fun driving around in his van until we got attacked by coconut crabs.

We got separated and once again EAT saved my ass and told me I was a Resonator thingy person. It held me captive for a while until I tried to escape. While escaping I was found by the proxified Jim and he almost killed me. EAT saved my ass for the third time. I should really thank her for that, then again Its an eldritch monster so meh.

I then decided to stay around EAT. I would let her study me and my resonatorness in return for protection. And I ended the blog there. Since me being safe is boring to read about. (Part of me still thinks EAT totally has a crush on me. I thought I saw the last camper checking out my ass.)


That still is confusing for newbies right?.. Well I'll just make another post about what newbies should know about these things. But now its time for another gun lesson with EAT. So till next time, stay safe.<x3